Today it's been three weeks after my wife and I gave birth to a premature still born baby girl. God it hurts so bad. After three weeks you'd think I'd be better. Some days are good, some are not. Our story is a little different.
My wife and I carry only accidental health insurance, so our baby girl was not covered. We did hire a mid-wife, but when went in to find out our baby's sex, our baby girl had no hurt beat. We tried for another week to naturally give birth. (I know this had to be so hard on my wife carry our dead baby girl inside of her)
We ended up either paying over $5000+ for a surgery or go to a local women's clinic. We had to go into the clinic. It hurt watching other women at the clinic (for whatever reason) terminating their live baby's life. When my wife was induced and our baby girl did come out, the clinic just put her in one of those red bags to be cremated. I saw them take her out in the bag and about couldn't handle it...
My wife had an hour of recovery. I left and sat in Publix next to the pharmacy and cried and cried... One of the hardest days of my life.
Today I'm thinking about life and how thankful I am for my life. If you are considering abortion, consider that there are people out their who would love to have your baby. It's a life inside of you no matter what you tell yourself...